Our days are filled with Joy

There are days when joy is so simple and carefree and others when it is a choice. I am trying daily to make that choice. To stop my "flesh woman" from getting stressed and caught up the the daily tasks and enjoy the time that is fleeting by. Instead of getting my house clean, I go out on sunny days and enjoy this weather with my baby. Instead of making home cooked meals, and I mean real home cooked meals not the instant or ten minute kind cuz that's what I do, I read to my baby or go for a walk or simply enjoy my time with her and my husband. I'm learning that these daily tasks will always be there and no they aren't bad, although my laundry pile looks positively evil at the moment, but this time in my life, it's so short and I want to enjoy it. I'm not living in nirvana by any means. I still get stressed or yell or just loose it sometimes but it's been a slow and gradual change. One I'm still working on. Oh I wish I could just be perfect now, that way I wouldn't mess up any thing or any one. But then I suppose I wouldn't need to rely on Jesus.